Day 48

TEA.

EDITING.

SUNSETS.

Day 47

Field trip to Tech!!
LONG LIVE THE MATADORS!

Day 46

Looking to get rid of a Púca.
Let me know if you know someone who knows someone,
because I had a flat today.
If you know me.. I mean.. SERIOUSLY??

And.. we have too much fun with whatever those plastic bead things are.

Day 45

Church.

Lunch date with me mum.

Rosa's to meet with our used-to-be college ministers, Greg & Hauna.
Thunderstorms.

Day 44

Shopped.

Layed out at the pool with Amanda, Randi, Vanessa & her kiddos.

Went to Buffalo Wild Wings.

Went to the drive in.

Watched the Dark Knight at Bryan's house.

Sho Shleepy.

Day 42

Wipe Out nights are my favorite.

"I haven't been in 101 days of summer since like.. Day 14."

Day 41

Bout time.

Day 40

Crazy hair day.
Bahama Bucks.
Water aerobics.
Finally feeling better.

Day 37

So tired.
Photographed the lovely Scott wedding.
Raising Cane's & froyo with Derek, his mom, Rhonda,

and my new best friend and his nephew, Luke!

Day 36

I say what I mean but I never mean what I say,

am I alive or am I just awake?

You will never know who I really am inside,

you only see what I can't hide.

And if you even see that much,

then stop right there, 

that's close enough.

Again, no pictures.

Just a little insight.

There is little worse than having your flaws exposed.

There is little more necessary than having your flaws exposed.

I am entirely too guarded.

I reject affection and positive affirmation more than anyone I've ever met.

I will hurt you before you have a chance to hurt me.

I will not forgive you in a timely fashion, as if it somehow justifies the wrong doing.

I am a lousy communicator when it comes to being truly honest.

I am a great pretender; I don't trust easily.

I can be wise, and I can give good advice,

but I will easily reject what is good or lovely because I feel so undeserving.

My self esteem is pitiful, as, in some way or other, is the downfall to most of my relationships.

My friends are troopers, they are dealing with a really broken soul.

Someday I hope to show the love they have shown me.

Pretty raw.

I don't feel comfortable at all talking about this.

Day 35

Been too dang sick to do anything fun.

Last night a friend did show me a little lbk treasure that hardly anyone knows about.

Too dark for pictures, though.

Womp womp.

Maybe someday.

Day 34

Messy Fun Day.
Well, fun until I got nailed in the throat with an egg.

Day 33

"The most wasted of all days is one without laughter." E.E. Cummings

I tried to take photos of what my day consisted of,

but all I had were kleenex, a box of tylenol severe congestion, and soup.

Most of my day was spent in bed.

The rest was spent reflecting on where my own sinful thoughts have brought me:

into a very self-deprecating place where I'm almost refusing God's truth and grace.

How very dangerous.

I am going to bed, because God's mercies are enough for one day.

P.S. I love my mother.
I wish I was as comforting/nurturing as she is.

Day 32

My exhaustion has caught up to me.

My sinuses have gone on the fritz.

No photo blog today.

Going to bed early.

Wedding shoot this weekend, need my energiez.

Day 31

Can't believe it's been thirty-one days.
Seventy more to go.. can it happen?
Hopeso. :]

Been missing Dallas a bit lately.
'Specially coffee and movie times with jon, ryan, and tj. (shout out alert)
I was lucky today to have a dose of Dallas when Kailea and Casey
stopped by on their way to Amarillo.
There was also a toddler totes checking us out.
Then much needed pool time.
And does the sky get any better than West Texas?
I have my doubts.

Day 30

I'm feeling like a star, you can't stop my shine.
I'm lovin cloud nine, my head's in the sky.
I'm riding solo.

I'm so sorry it didn't work out, I'm moving on.
I'm so sorry, but it's over now.The pain is gone.

Day 29

I am aware of the lameness of this post,
but after two intense weeks of summer camp,
I think I deserved a Friday night like this...

Go ahead,

make fun of my awk broken middle finger.

Day 28

Today was so draining.
I'm really emotionally weak,
and don't know how much more I can take.
Redemptive factor of the day:
began filming for Mal's short.
I'm friends with some really brilliantly talented people.
Then I got home and started to cry because
I had time to think about missing Mumford & Sons.

Grateful God's grace is just enough for one day...
I have no roll overs right now.

Day 27

Photog fail: battery died during the best day of work yet.
Thanks to our fearless (and completely creative director) Amanda,
the kids watched Willy Wonka, hunted for golden tickets in the strobe light,
and decorated candy cupcakes with fizzy lifting drinks.
So much fun.. so many sugar highs.
Also had a little time at the end of the day to chat with Mal
who spent the whole day screen writing.
Excited about the project, Mally.
I have some really incredibly talented and creative friends.

I miss people & I'm ready for change.

Day 26

Fun day with the kiddos..
best part was telling them about how God made them special
& knew everything about them.. flaws and all.
Then the Science Spectrum.. nuff said.
Then Fuzzy's with Mal, Meg, & Matt.

Day 24

Was super emo yesterday,

and to top it off...
Nick went back to Cali. :[

Good/ much needed weekend..
now back to work..
and planning fall break (to LA, duh.)

Day 23

Today actually felt like summer.
Sunburn to prove it.

I have loved so much some good quality friend time lately.

Day 22

Celebrated Nick's birthday again with his lovely family & friends!
I totes <3 this boy!

And on a much sadder note,
My pastor growing up passed away this morning.
We are all quite sad, and miss him greatly,
but know the time God gave him on earth was never in vain.
We love and miss you, Bro. Kip.

Day 21

Happy Birthday Megan!!

We <3 you!!

Day 20

Fun day..
Pirate day at work complete with a treasure hunt.
Nick's 21st birthday!!
VMANELIGECARKNIE.

Also, special happy birthday shout outs to Cody & Ryan.
Crazy that three really good friends of mine have their birthday on the same day.

Day 19

Nah.